I'm REALLY getting sick of online ad's were you can't CLOSE the until the TIMER runs out... Can't I have the option to "ignore" ad's Internet? *sigh*

WATERCOLOR WATERCOLOR WATERCOLOR!

RIP Terrance Rosso.

I wish I could have gotten to know you more.

...geez. With all this happening right before finals... Dropping out seems like such an easy solution but I know that would be giving up...

It's so much easier focusing on artwork than it is for liberal classes when you think you have a talker following you. I feel like I have a constant uneasy tension in my chest and its hasn't subsided even a little bit. I don't want to be me anymore.

So I had a pretty weird encounter last night....

I was listening to my music minding my own business...probably around 11pm... when I was jolted to hear a charp crack noise at my window...someone was throwing their keys at my window trying to get my attention...

eventually I peered out my window and was shocked to see someone who I haven't seen in 2 years

"Pat!?"

Yeah what? Why now? Why come to see me NOW? After so long??

So apparently he just wanted to talk a little bit since "he was in the neighborhood".

Okkkkkk.....

Pat and I were pretty good friends when I was working at Petco and I only saw him as just that, A FRIEND. However as time passed on he wanted to push it into a romantic relationship... however I was dating Adam. So naturally I told him no, and after that I began to get a cold shoulder from him and once I finally left petco we stopped talking altogether. Figures.

So here he is now. We talked a bit, caught up with what each other was doing, being polite.... and then he landed the bomb wanting to know where we stood. Ah. So THAT's why you "were in the neighborhood".

I made a mistake... it seems I still have problems telling people up front I need to burn the bridge, and let them know its not ok, not after what you pressured me into doing and now pressuring me to do NOW. But I didn't. Shame on me for not being honest with him and myself. I said we could at least be friends. Stupid woman. You have to be more assertive...and not worry so much about hurting someone's feelings.

So now I have to call him later and tell him NO....its NOT ok... I don't think its ever going to be OK to be friends again since you were hitting on me regardless of the fact you knew I had a boyfriend. AND! Even AFTER I told you I'm STILL with him that night you say you at least want to be friends.

So....I don't know if this is common knowledge....

Sunday= "Suns Day"

Monday= "Moon's Day"

Tuesday="Tiw's Day" (Norse God of War and Law)

Wednesday="Odin's Day/Mercury's Day"

Thursday="Thor's Day/Jupiter's Day"

Friday="Day of Venus"

Saturday="Saturn's Day"

WOOOO Swine Flu at School!

THATS WHY YOU STAY HOME WHEN YOUR SICK! YOU STUPID MORONS!

WHO'S GOT THE FUNK....AMBER'S GOT THE FUNK...


Fuck.

SHITTY DAY=GET DRUNK

I think a studio workspace works best when you get so involved with your work....
....without the distractions...
...that you lose track of time all together...
....you suddenly forget to eat...
....You forget what day it is....

.....and when someone mentions "sleep" suddenly you remember your tired... hahaha...

LOL Remember this? Good times Good times.

Music video...is kinda....fun...

But its the lyrics that really caught my eye





( Lyrics )

*Opens up a chest*

*Holds up her Senior Studio key while the Zelda treasure music plays*

DADADADAAAAA!!!

Wellllllll I finally did it.

I now have red hair with burgendy blended ends. I tried to make some strands black for the bottom back but it didn't come out for some reason.... so that was annoying.

But it looks good! I'm happy to be a redhead again.

Took alot of courage though... oh well. Here's to being positive!

I swear I'll try to take it easy with the video's .....but this one was too good to pass up... EVERYONE BETTER WATCH THIS! >)

This was awesome...plus there are at least 12 episodes after this...and it just gets worse....and worse.....XD

XXXXDDDDDD

Might as well take a shot in the dark just in case....

I'm going to be taking Western Art II and I was wondering if anyone would mind lending me their textbook for the semester if thats cool....

"Gardener's Art Through the Ages" Volume 2, 12 edition.

:D?

Shame on me for not updating this thing.

Wellll I had a great time in Chicago. The boyfriend-parent-meeting went really well! :D Maybe they'll consider letting him room with me sometime?....maybe?....possibly?..... though he might wanna jump the sack when I'm trying to do a paper so maybe...thats...not the greatest.... ANYWAY!

I really think the best time to visit Chicago is in August. Throughout all my visits there I think that was the best month to go since the weather was so nice. Didn't feel like I was walking through a sauna and the wind didn't feel like a bunch of needles stabbing my face! So yeah!

Stuffed my face of course. I can't deny such good food... Oh! Speaking of food (sorta on subject) I had an awesome Rose Champagne on the Trump Tower Balcony. Awesome view and the taste of the champagne was delicious!

Also got a chance to walk around the Art Institute. Well...I only got maybe 1/3 of the way through since the PLACE WAS SO DAMN BIG! It was really amazing to see some Rodan and Monet paintings...some japanese screens, India's statues and jewelry, it was just fantastic. I have to make time for sure on my next visit to see more in there.

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So those were a couple of highlights, and now I'm back in Aliso Viejo. I miss my Mitsuwa cutie Ally!! ;___; WE NEED TO EAT TAKOYAKI TOGETHER SOON!!!!! ;________; Pretty please?